Mallorie

My Life Head On

You Know Who You Are

| January 21, 2011

First off, You wanted to talk to me and not Mallory.  Second, I knew who you were right away.  Third, you have a LOT of misguided ideas about me.  Things were not how you thought they were.  You never gave me a chance. If you had, you would have seen that things were very different […]

Baby Steps

| January 15, 2011

I don’t trust people.  People in general that is.  I have a very hard time warming up to people and really letting them in.  It takes me a long time to truly and honestly trust someone.  I have felt like this for a long time.  I know that I am like this and I often try to […]

Remembering Me

| January 3, 2011

I have found that I have really enjoyed remembering the person I am.  I know it sounds a little funny to remember something that is current, but I have hidden myself for so long that each and everyday I find myself rediscovering the person I am.  I have been doing a lot of reconnecting with old friends […]

Rocky Road

| December 28, 2010

I had a very enjoyable Christmas. I found myself able to relax and have a good time with my friends and family.  The store was very busy leading up to the holiday, which was very good.  I was still able to go out and enjoy myself though which was very much needed.  Thank you to […]

Sorry Doesn’t Cut It

| December 17, 2010

You still aren’t speaking to me. I don’t know why and I am to the point that I don’t even know if I want you to anymore.  I miss you. I feel so lied too though.  I feel like so much of everything was a lie between us.  At the same time I just want […]

Cozy by the Fire

| December 11, 2010

The store was really busy today up until about 3:30 when the weather turned a bit gross out.  We decided to close up early and head home around 6.  When I got home I found Joey and Taylor camped out in the dark watching Christmas movies by the fire.  It was a cute cozy scene. […]

Starting Over and Loving It

| December 6, 2010

The last few weeks have been a little crazy not leaving much time to myself.  The little time I do have for myself I have spent trying to just relax and hold off this cold that seems unrelenting.  Today, however, I took the day off to go to court.  The divorce is finally done and […]

Let it Play Out

| November 15, 2010

Great day!!! I went back to work today.  I knew I had missed it, I just didn’t know how much I had missed it.  It was really nice to be back in the store getting things set up and ready.  I unpacked our new line of professional sports team gear.  It is really fun.  It […]

Just Right

| November 11, 2010

It has been a really interesting last few days. One day I feel pulled to the left, and everything feels so right. I let go of the things in the back of my mind that are holding me back. I wright them off and say if it was meant to be, it would be. Then […]

Tears

| November 9, 2010

Today was just pure chaos.  Every step of every plan today seemed to get more and more complicated and rewritten as the day went on.  I feel like even the simplest of things became so complicated.  I don’t even know where to begin.  I was so excited to finally settle down after my shower and […]