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.: JUST A PEEK :.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it’d be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

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  • I Feel Him
    Sometimes I hear him behind me, following me from one room to another. I find myself listening for his paws padding across the floor. I can feel his eyes watching me so intently. At night I have felt him, his muzzle resting on my leg asking to be let into bed as he did so… Read more: I Feel Him
  • One Tiny Scar
    Making it through the day has been the on going struggle. Outwardly I seem strong and put together. There are moments I truly am. Mostly though I’m a mess. I can’t bring myself to put away any of how things. I can’t bring myself to change my world from the way it was when he… Read more: One Tiny Scar
  • One Step Forward, 2 Steps Back
    Last night was full of nightmares again. Another night of tears. Another night of emptiness giving way to another day without my faithful protector. I dragged myself out of bed early to go to an all day meeting. As if Sunday meeting wasn’t horrible enough, it just had to be all day as well. As… Read more: One Step Forward, 2 Steps Back
  • Finally a Good Night
    I finally was able to sleep without the nightmares. It was only 3 hours, but it was 3 hours of no nightmares. 3 hours of peace.
  • Sleep is the Enemy
    Sleep is such a double edged sword. I am so exhausted, so run down. Yet sleep refuses to come. For hours on end I am restless. For days now I haven’t gotten more than an hour or two of sleep. I drag through my days unable to look at people, unable to speak. At work… Read more: Sleep is the Enemy
  • Friends
    I really don’t know what I would do without the amazing people in my life. Today I did one of the hardest things and they were there. The outpouring of love they have sent since last night has just been so comforting. I had to move Renegade from the ER to my hospital today. One… Read more: Friends
  • Saying Goodbye
    I stayed in bed with Renegade all day today. He was so comfortable snuggling for several hours then would cough and be restless. All day we rested together. It was so comforting having him there. Tonight though he started coughing and just couldn’t seem to stop. When he finally did get back to breathing normally… Read more: Saying Goodbye
  • Getting Worse
    While I was at work this morning I got a text saying Renegade had fallen after coughing and didn’t want to get back up for a few minutes. Steve kept him in bed for the rest of the day but his cough has gotten worse. I had one of the doctors write a prescription to… Read more: Getting Worse
  • Renegade
    I had to bring Renegade into work with me today. He has had a cough and its starting to concern me. He is still my happy bouncy boy, but the cough has been waking him up at night. We ran some blood work and took some x-rays. We are worried about a few lesions in… Read more: Renegade
  • Abuse
    http://newssun.suntimes.com/news/20126485-418/school-bus-driver-charged-with-sex-abuse-sex-assault-of-minor.html The dogs mentioned are patients at the veterinary hospital I work for.

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